January 2010
31 posts
for once.
make it the only time ever. Would it be too much to ask for everyone to stop assuming things about me ? One day. Twenty-four hours. Hell, I’d settle for the eighteen waking hours. One. Bloody. Godforsaken. Day. Apparently so.
RUN.
fight. hit. save. destroy. create. forgive. forget. get revenge. retaliate. erase. remake. give up. cry. laugh. make mistakes. screw up. fix things. don’t. learn. teach. ignore. hurt. heal. hate. keep running. Just do something.
so let's just say.
This man. One of the x I regret not talking to when I had the chance. Gave the best description of Why We Make Music, Play Shows, And Listen To It that I have ever heard from a musician. I know how I’m starting 2020.
( audreynacorda, credit. )
ii.
noun. Defined; I’ve found meaning behind the four letters. My definition. My standards to hold. To keep here. To forget, to cause to forgive, to define. Meaning in the meaning of what is to be meaningless, what cannot be put into words.
Finally. Structure.
“….in the end, though, it usually boils down to the fact that no one gives a shit...”
– me. (via blank-at-heart)
Well doesn’t this sound familiar. I miss this.
But you already knew that.
no.
No, you’re not. Thanks for including, I suppose.
post script.
note to the editor: I care. So why is it none of you give a shit in return ?
Oh, I get it. That’s just how things are. Of course. Exactly. Silly me.
How could I have forgotten ?
“more and more I am discovering what it truly means to be alive, and god only...”
– I’m sure somebody said this before, but I put it into these words. (via blank-at-heart)